Nursing Batch 2011

After 4 years of hard work, at last, I made it. This April 09, 2011, Saturday 2:00PM at the PICC Plenary Hall, our 32^nd Commencement Ceremony was held. I was so thankful for everything that happened to my life. Though the graduation was done, yet this not the end. It maybe the end of the College life but it was indeed the beginning of our Life as soon to be Nurses. And now, my goal is to TOP THE BOARD EXAM this July, 2011. J

I just want to say thank you for all the people who helped me and my family with my studies. Of course, I thank God for all the blessings that he gave me. Truly, Nursing is meant for me, i guess.. =) oh yeah! 

Thank you to my BSN4C Family.. :) for the friendship, help and shot moments. I hope we will meet all again. And I DEMAND FOR OUTING! hahaha To my NYORKS!!! i will miss you guys.. =) Lamyu forever.. :) to my KRUNG KRUNG BUDDIES!!! ... haha thank you sa mga trip natin na hndi kya ng iba.. :) 

And now, we only have one goal.. that is, TO TOP THE BOARD EXAM!.. kailangan na natin mag aral na talaga...hahha good luck to us... :) See you soon future RNs..! 

Winter.Spring.Summer and FALL

There was this guy who was my cryin' shoulder for some couple of months then I was his too, later on. Helping me out with my problems (take note, a heart problem). We always text and chat for a long time. Exchanging of thoughts. From the Happiest moments of our lives 'til the worst heartaches. We shared everything that we have in our lives. Whenever we have problems, just a text away would do. I already saw the good and the bad side of him. I saw the real HIM in a way that he was angry, happy, bored, sad, broken, problematic, inspired, drunk, tipsy, horny, tardy, lonely, mad etc. We did some arguments too. Actually, I can't call US as just friends. Maybe a very, super close friends may do. But as I reached this feeling, I was looking for more, more than a friend. It came to a point that I was confused about us. Confused of everything. I started to think of him everyday, every hour, every minute and second. I used to act jealous to some girls that he wanted and he had. Then, I started asking myself, what's this? why am I acting like this? and in the first place, I do not have the right to act like that. Though whenever I got jealous about something or someone, I am not shy to tell him that I'm jealous (it's okay with him). But when there was a particular moment that I can't control myself but to act very inappropriately and that made him mad at me but after that we fixed everything. 

I jumped into conclusion that, I fell out of love.. I don't know if what I felt was true.. or just an infatuation... I want to tell him about this but I am too afraid of what could happen. I'm afraid to be rejected by him. I'm afraid that the day would come that he will no longer communicating with me. Yes, I know  him. But, I don't know if I really know him in this matter. :-(

A Comedy Love Story

 

This movie was recommended by a special someone. And I was shocked when He said that, "uy.. tingnan mo yung pinost ko dun sa wall ko, yung movie.. bagay satin.. ang ganda.. haha :D." Then after that cute conversation, I watched the trailer then i found it similarly with our story. =). I was so excited to watch this and I wanted to see how come it came to the point that He told me that the move fits to us. I don't want to put meaning on what was really happening to us. But, who says that it was wrong, right? why not? besides, it was only me who knows it..hahaha... :)) I found the movie amazing and really cute though there were some scenes there that were only for adults :). 

And as I making this blog of mine,, I am missing him so much.. Badly missing him.. :-( 

Juno and Jupiter

Let me share about this story guys.. 

and here it goes...

       There was a girl named Juno.The youngest in her family. Live in a simple life. She has a long hair, fair skin, and a chubby built. She was on her 4th year in school when she met Jupiter (yeah, Jupiter is a guy).. Jupiter was a nice guy. A big guy (i mean, a fat guy), wears big eyeglasses, has a girlfriend (not literally a girlfriend, but it was his car that he considered his girl). He's  the only child of his mother and father. What he wants is what he gets. Food, money ,etc.. 

        Juno and Jupiter were classmates in one of their minor subjects.They only start talking to each other because of their project. They were group mates too. And their friendship starts here. The deadline of their project was on the day after they talked to each other. It was via Facebook Chat box. The two exchanged their digits to each other so that they have communication with their project. After the project was done and passed on the next day, the communication was still there.Then one night, Juno asked Jupiter if he could teach her how to drive. Surprisingly, he just said , SURE! Juno was expecting that  Jupiter would refuse her favor but she was wrong. Then, the night after that, Juno's friend was about to go home and they decided to drop her friend to their house. Then after dropping her friend, the two decided to start the driving lesson. Juno learned how to drive for just 2 hours. Jupiter was too happy because he didn't expect that Juno will learn very fast. After that, they had a road trip and also had a food trip. Jupiter didn't expect that Juno was one of the boys. She was not that type of girl that he expected. She's cool.. ( yeah, she is..) The two were really enjoying the night until they didn't noticed the time. They keep on chatting and chatting about their lives until the morning comes with a cup of coffee and an orange juice ( weird isn't?). After that every night they were going out, had road trips again and chatting like there's no tomorrow for it. The relationship they made was good. A very good friend. Nothing else. But as the days passed by to the both of them, Juno had an instinct (a girl's instinct) that maybe Jupiter was falling for her. Imagine on how Jupiter treated Juno. She was like a girlfriend of Jupiter. On the second thought, Juno didn't thought of it. She just thought of the good side. Being a friend of Jupiter has no malice at all. 'Til one night, Jupiter was asked Juno and her friend to have some coffee somewhere in the south.. Juno never thought that, that was the end of the happy memories that they shared to each other.. After having coffee that night, Juno was thinking of the best way to thank Jupiter for all the effort and for the goodness that he gave to Juno. She knows that  for her saying thank you was not enough for all the efforts that's why Juno gave Jupiter a thank you kiss on the cheek. Seems like the time STOPPED just for a minute. The world stopped revolving. It only returned to reality when the car that they were riding at was 2 feet away in the concrete barriers which may lead them to accident. (that was too close). The following day, Juno and Jupiter was supposed to meet each other, but unfortunately, Jupiter was sick that day. That was the day that everything has CHANGED! Totally, Differently CHANGED... No more communication. No more road trips. No more food trips. No more dating. Jupiter just leaved a message for Juno. says,,,

I can't get over of what happened last night,

It's just that, 

I love somebody else.

I'm sorry.   

It's my fault.

I just don't like to misunderstood our friendship.

Friends?

Juno replied... 

It's okay. I understand.It was just a kiss. Nothing else. :-)

You shouldv'e told me since the first day..

          That was the time that Juno discovered everything. It was sad to know that. Juno was shocked. Unexplainable feelings. Mixed emotions. But Sadness was greater above those. 

          It took so many months for Juno to totally forget Jupiter. And that was Jupiter's favor to her. Forgetting a person who gave you so much to remember. It was hard for Juno to take away those memories they had. 

That's it.. There goes the story..

Is this love? or Just an Infatuation?

   

 

jEaLouSy iS thE BesT poLicy!

                                                            for you! 

i didn't mean to let you feel that I'm jealous.. knowing that you watched movie with your EX, and you were happy telling me what happened that day.. I can't control what I'm feeling.. yeah, maybe we can call it a MOOD SWING..BUT,,, don't you get it? I'm jealous.. though how i reacted was inappropriate but can't you feel it? I know you're not numb.. I'm just wondering why are you like that? have you try to ask yourself why am I acting like this? I don't want you to do some stuff that will make you come to the point that you have to do this in return for some reason that I've been a good friend to you.. It's not like that..I know you're not like that.. but i just don't want you to think that way.. I know you are open- minded bout this kind of thing..I only want you to understand what i feel.. I don't want you to feel the same not because you feel pity for me..

I may not tell you this in a serious manner..but have you notice it? whenever i tell you that I'm jealous,, just for once or twice, did you think that i am not kidding? CAN'T YOU READ MY MIND? nor my ACTIONS?

I wish you'll know about this soon..and by then, I am no longer your secret lover..a martyr.. :'(

Late Last Night

Late last night I set on my steps and cried. Wasn't nobody gone, neither had nobody died. I was cryin' cause you're leaving... leaving my heart alone and lonely. It makes me feel so empty. You looked at me with tears in your eyes, its just you want to say something. But I knew it, you really want to stay. You said distance is not reason for you to stop loving me true. I really want to believe you then. Every time I saw you, every time I saw your smiling face, you didn't know that you're getting my heart bit by bit. For all these years had passed. Years that we wasted time, hoping we're together. Sharing thoughts and wishes. Late last night, I cried but with happiness in my heart. I thank God cause He had crossed the paths our lives in order for us to know each other well. And I'm thankful to you for making another chapter of my life meaningful and colorful 'coz I like just the way you are!!! Funny, but one day I woke up, my heart says I want you, and realizes truly I'm falling for the man they called "THE SINGER". The man who opens my heart once again. The man who takes my fears of loving once again. The man who made me cried "LATE LAST NIGHT"....